From The Inside

i don't know who to trust no surprise (everyone feels so far away from me) heavy thoughts sift through dust and the lies (trying not to break, but i'm so tired of this deceit. every time i try to make myself get back up on my feet all i ever think about is this all the tiring time between and how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me).

i take everything from the inside and throw it all away cause i swear / for the last time i won't trust myself with you.

tension is building inside, steadily (everyone feels so far away from me) heavy thoughts forcing their way, out of me.

i won't trust myself with you. i won't waste myself on you. waste myself on you
you!